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Bucket list moment!!

I was held captive in Atlanta well Marietta, Ga this past week for work. While I usually love traveling for meetings, I’m from Atlanta so I was unenthused and hoping for a new city to explore. The meeting was actually very informative and re energizing, I have recently hit a lull in my current position as a facilitator and was considering ways out haha 

As stated before I’m very ADD so of course there were moments of boredom so I started looking for things to do after the sessions. It took everything in me not to squeal with excitement when I saw cirque de soli was in town!! I grew up watching all the shows on tv and it has always been a dream of mine to go! What was even more awesome was the theme luzia, being dropped on the streets of Mexico. I love all things Hispanic and their amazing culture. Soooo I had to go, I even lucked out and got a sweet discount and front row seats! Come on now that was an #icant moment. 

I super hyped and could not wait to get into the big top, I finally made it though security and all that stuff and found my seat.

How on earth am I supposed to see? I was like literally part of the stage! I could touch it from my seat, I was well that went from an amazing decision to a horrid one real quick. The people beside me were also concerned they had made a terrible mistake as well lol 

The show starts and of course I’m mesmerized, and they removed all the flowers thankfully! The show was amazing more then I could have ever imagined! Being so close made it so the performers interacted with me! One guy even came and sat by me and put his arm around me for a few mins while he watched too! ​

I’m hooked and can’t wait to see the next show, hopefully they will be near charlotte the next go around! If you get the chance to see any of their show jump on that opportunity, I highly suggest front row! 

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Dear future husband, I’m ADD.

Dream future husband, I apologize in advance. I’m difficult at times, I can’t make decisions and when I do, I have anxiety that maybe it wasn’t the right one and go back and forth 100x. I love people and busy cities and bright lights but I have anxiety bc there is some much to try to see and do and I end up having sensory overload and need to hibernate for a few days. I can be messy(my apartment is a hot mess right now)but if everything is perfect all the time, what am I supposed to be doing? I’ll be bored!  
While the picture in my head of who or what you will look like has evolved over the years. The idea and goal of our marriage has never faltered. You are the one decision I can be 100% certain in. I care and pray so deeply for you and for me to successfully be your wife. I pray that you are a decision maker, strong willed and patient. I pray that I can calm the wild and never calm thoughts and ideas I have. I pray I can be nurturing and kind. I pray that you can break through this wall I tend to build up and love me unconditionally because that’s what I need to be successful.