God I’m frustrated, but I trust you

A couple weeks ago I interviewed for what I consider the dream job, still within Walmart and in the Academy division but lots of travel and meeting new people.



Well I just found out that They went with another candidate. My immediate thoughts were “I just suck at all this”, “why can’t I say the right things”, “what is wrong with me” and “this just isn’t fair!” I literally wanted to pause the class I’m teaching and give up and cry😢



If there is one thing that God has planned for my life, I’m pretty sure it’s Patience. I like to Go, Go, Go and he is always saying “whoa, whoa, whoa”. I need to understand that while I’m praying for direction and that Gods will be done in my life and that he use me, that I also need to be open and ready for when he closes doors or says no. I need to be patient and trust that he already has it all planned and perfect in his timing not mine.

Published by Amanda Marie

Lover of life, adventurer, daughter of the King, way tooo ADD and scattered at times. I laugh too loud, talk too much and post my entire life on social media. I'm a goal crusher, girl boss and here to change the world. I sing at the top of my lungs, drive with all the windows down and have watched pride and prejudice more then I care to admit. I belong in the mountains yet reside in the city and my hair is hard to tame. I'm random, I'm quirky, I'm just me Amanda Marie.

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