A couple weeks ago I interviewed for what I consider the dream job, still within Walmart and in the Academy division but lots of travel and meeting new people.

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Well I just found out that They went with another candidate. My immediate thoughts were “I just suck at all this”, “why can’t I say the right things”, “what is wrong with me” and “this just isn’t fair!” I literally wanted to pause the class I’m teaching and give up and cry😢

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If there is one thing that God has planned for my life, I’m pretty sure it’s Patience. I like to Go, Go, Go and he is always saying “whoa, whoa, whoa”. I need to understand that while I’m praying for direction and that Gods will be done in my life and that he use me, that I also need to be open and ready for when he closes doors or says no. I need to be patient and trust that he already has it all planned and perfect in his timing not mine.